I’ve had SUCH a bad headache for three days that I’m pretty much crying as I revise as I have no choice but to revise and stare at screens

In other news I’m signed up to an online dating website as into girls and lots of them and chatting to me but I don’t know If its helping me or just making me more confused and ahshsgqiwvsgabal about life :(

I’ve become so tense I feel physically sick i need to scream and cry 

I CANT DO IT ANYMORE I CANT I JUST WANNA CRY 4EVER!

I really just want to go home at this point 

seriously considering going home monday - thursday next week just for a break even though my family are at work and no one will be around and its £30 

but 

home

100% about to have a migraine and I do not have time I have to revise brain you piece of shit

I think I’ll end up becoming a teacher or something I just wanted to do something professional for a bit so I could wear the sexy suits and live in a flat in london but I know I’ll absolutely love being a teacher so why not choose what I love instead of what I think I should be?

If you love me let me know

feeling physically sick about this exam actually think I might vomit 

I am soooo stressed and even drinking water is making me feel nauseous :( :(

not looking forward tohow much I’m going to fail this exam

oh god I just know I wont be sleeping until wednesday night now gonna have to pull an allnighter to revise for this shitty exam

I’m going to fail and be tired and be in a foul mood

ugh hate life

i miss all my friends from back home soooooo much right now

in other news I’m wearing a pretty dress to my exam to make me feel nice :)